I want my old life...

What would YOU do??

Okay this post is going to be short. I'm asking ONE question...
Would you rather...
1. Go on a Australian cruise for a couple days. But you have to wait one year (or more), have the risk of getting skin cancer from the sun, and getting sick from all the germs
                                                                  OR
2. Go on a shopping spree. Like get picked up in a lime and go buy stuff at Best Buy, Aeropostle, ect.

So... what would you do... cuz i need help making this choice. haha

Long time.. No write :)

Sorry it's taken me so long to post.. I just don't like to type that much.. Since the heart transplant nothing really has been going on.. :) which is a good thing. No rejection, I'm not sick, I feel good... what else could you ask for right? The doctors even said I can go back to St. George for a couple days on Thursday!! :)But I wont be able to hug any of my friends and I'll have to be REALLY careful... then the next Monday I have a biopsy and clinic visit as usual.. and if everything looks good on the biopsy they said I could get off oxygen!! YEAH YEAH! SOOO great! and on Thursday... RUNNING TME! Well running hooked up to a bunch of chords on a tredmil at the hospital but still. I haven't ran for like.. 4 months! Ill only be able to run like 10 seconds though.. haha Im still really weak. On Thursday when I get to go to St. George I might be able to go to the varsity football game at Desert Hills!! And see all my friends! :) haha but space is something to watch.. Ill just make a shirt that says 'Can't touch this'. Hahah just kidding Ill just have to say no.. Doctors orders... Well the Dash for Donation was fun.. we saw three of the transplant team people there! It was fun :) And i saw all of my... Well im not sure how im related to them.. but it was still fun :) Had about 40 Team Doman people there! It was great.. Well while I am sitting here writing this my cousin is in California surfing the waves.... hah.. I cant go swimming for a year.. :( But thats okay :) I can get TAN! haha I was on the news last night.. Well me and three other heart transplant recipients. All the same age.. WEIRD! Three teens getting heart transplants in weeks.... thank goodness for those wonderful donations! MiaBella and I have become pretty good friends :) And another little girl we know who got a heart transplant was at clinic.. she is so cute. But she is having rejection.. Pray for Kaidence and her family please.. they could use it. :) Its funny because all the kids on the news are on prednizone haha so we all have really puffy cheeks. Funny.. Brittany was calling me Pudge all weekend..NOT NICE :) MiaBellas family calls her Puffer.... haha at least there is someone else going through this same thing.. all the pills and all the pokes. not very fun.. but at least my arm is so used to the pokes now that i dont even feel it! :) its great. hah well i dont know when ill post again.. nothing has really been happening. maybe i will when i get back from st george.. :)

heart is here :)

Well... last time i wrote on this blog i had medicine making my heart pump... now i have a new heart!! its great! it works so good! haha well i can NOT believe that i actually remembered my password to this thing.. it took me like ten minutess.. ahah but i got it to work and thats all that matters :) i dont really know what to write about.. spoon (name changes)and john (also name changed) wanted me to blog so what the heck haha. well we dont know anything about the doner family... i wish we did. what if it was like someone we knew!! so weird.. haha well channel two came to interview me today... for channel two and mormon times hahha so they got my story and me taking my 13 or so pills i take in the morning.. haha 43 flipping pills a day is a lot!!! but every time i take one its like this one wiill be gone if i take it ill get more if i dont.. so ya haha idk how long this blog post has to be for john but ill just keep going on and on about stuff... well i might get to go back to school in november!!! NOVEMBER!!!!!!!!!! thats like not that long! I think i can do it haha :) we went to the dodo yesterday outside... on the patio... in the shade... :) and then today i went out and ate cafe rio on the little table in the backyard and sat on the hammock and txted john and spoon. haha and cheesecake. hahahaha cheesecake on fb he doesnt have a phone. tomarrow i have to be at the hospital at 8 30 to get poked :( they are running out of spots cuz all my veins are already poked. for my cath they did it like right on my forearm. it hurt worse then any of the other pokes haha .. im watching the news... haha there's people dancing on it for this lady who needs a kidney transplant. ha. kidneys. no big deal. haha jk it is and it sucks to go through it. buuuuut someones got ta do it! at least its not another heart transplant. at

back home away from home.

well last week we got checked out of the hospital! yay right? well we went home and then decided to go to a movie. Bout halfway through the movie i started feeling like my heart was beating really fast and i couldnt breathe very well. so i told my mom and we left the movie and went back to PCMC. we got admitted and we stayed for about a week there. playedblots of monopoly and games and just chillin. so yesterday theyblet me go home again on the milrinone which is a medicine they helps my heart work better. so today i played monopoly and beat my mom in about 10 minutes. which is better than a game that ends up with me having 13,097 dollars. haha that did happen. i think im getting too good at that game :) so we r back to waiting. and waiting. but we r 1a now so thats good! now just hope and pray! thanks to everyone in st george that doing stuff! keep txting and fbing cuz im getting boreder and boreder :)

back in the hosptal...... good and bad!

well today we went in to our normal, boring clinic and told them some stuff that was going.... different. for one : ive gotten to be waaay tired walking around and stuff. 2 sometimes id get dizzy standing up. 3 i felt crpaay and lots of headaches. So... they wanted to go do my chest xray then my labs (a shot ..ofmcoarse the had to poke me twice) then my imunizations (3 more pokes) then my echo (very relaxing haha got to watch over the hedge) iv (another poke) cath( haha this one i had tomgo to sleep for. so thdy gave me all this stuff that made my nose really itchy and warm and stuff and it felt realy weird. but what hat do is like go through my leg and up to my heart to take the pressure of my heart) picc line....( not fun. i was awake with this little tent thing over me and the nummed my arm and gave me this stuff so i dont remeber but i kinda do anyways:) well they told me not to move around a lot and the stuck yet another needle in ky arm so this little staw would go to my heart through a blood vessel and just like swim hahaha then they did all that and after that they put wo stiches to hold the picc line in place. probably the worst thing all day) now i just gone done oh and i could eat or drink ANYTHING all day so now ive eaten a crunch bar and a whole bag of chips. :) sooo days have been better but im up to 1a on the transplant lst!!!! yay! thats the highest so the higher on the list the faster we will get a heart! but at the same time kts sad cuz that means im getting worse... oh well we knew it would happen just didnt know when. :)

Bored... kidna :)

this is has been boring.. kinda. lots of movies, txting, games, visitors mostly. haha but thats ok sometimes :) when u need a heart tRansplant you dont really want to do a lot. :) but mrs. ferell came by yesterday and we went to breakfast and walk around the bird place and i got really tired so thats not good... have to talk to the doctors bout that oh and i have to get imuniztionsntomarrow. :( that meens poked. haha havent done that in a while :) well im done. nothing really goin on. :)